20101011

drowning in streams of consciousness

Claudia was my hero, growing up. 
She had cool style, an asian grandma and her own phone line. 
She was an artist who was bad at math, and I totally vibed with her.
So. maybe in support of me embracing my own AsAm womyn self,
i'll be her,
either that or  Clementine from Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind,
because she is as carefree, emotive and beautiful as I wish to be.

 Look at my cousin Alyssa.  
Her true nature/soul seeps out in this self-portrait.
Dang, Erykah! Watch out, India! Uh oh, Goapale.  Here she comes.  
 Smog over LA has got to stop. 
Breathing has become difficult. 
Notice the minimal amounts of foliage in this photo.
I am distrubed. 
 photo copy experimentationsssss
type over it, make it into a crane,
turn it into a letter, or a page in a book
 Best Wedding Eyeball Eyepatch EVA!
I feel like such a pirate!
 Smooches. This coming Saturday seals the deal.
 OMG, What about Enid for Halloween? Hah! So easy to be her.
Just combat boots, glasses, a sketchbook, all while flicking off the world.
 Sneaky peeky.
I know I know. It's bad luck. Whatever.
I'm over all the traditions of this whole matrimony thing. 
I just want to be with my man, and cook dinner for each other, and have lots and lots of hum hum.
What do you do on your free time?
I live paint sometimes as The Masked Painters: Yumi and a'misa (at tkk salon)

Brainstorm.....
dreams
activity
spirits
living dead
invading
unable to sleep
heaviness
weight
resting in, upon, among
gathered
protect
guard
dreaming
about 
the
same people
over and 
over and 
over again

why?
do they
dream 
of me too?
what is the meaning
for all these 
experiences
it 
is 
like
we 
are 
together
but
alas,
we 
are 
not.

dreams.

--a'misa

1 comment:

theFourthie said...

i vote for halloween. my department is dressing as an 80's hair rock band.